OCD

Yeah, ok. I know this is getting to be obsessive, but oh well. At least I know myself well enough to know that that's how I am.

I'm still up! It's almost 4am and I'm so OCD at times that I keep myself up for days until I complete a task. Who can blame David for going to bed without me *shrug*

The good news is that I'm getting that funky sense of accomplishment. And I mean, the good one.

Let me explain:
Typically, there are four ways that my day can go. I can either ...
1. Feel like I've accomplished something productive ... but know I really didn't.
2. Know I accomplished something productive ... but feel like I didn't.
3. Know & Feel that I did NOT accomplish anything productive for the day ---> the Worst!
4. Feel & Know that I DID accomplish something productive with my day ---> the Best!

Today I'd classify as a Feel & Know I "dun good" that started out as just a feeling of accomplishment but knowing I really hadn't. *shrug* I'm pleased. That's what counts, I suppose. After all, it is my life *wink*.

Well, having said that, I'll quickly mention that I vaccuumed more of the house and cleaned my car (thank Lehua), and went to the gym (thanks again!), and cleaned the bathroom ... AND set up another site for one of the companies, so Yay! Oh! and most important - in it's own way - Pops (David's dad, that is) had a birthday to him, and we remembered to call and send out a card! *silly grin*

Ok ... back to my OCD work. G'night *cheers*